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Excruciating pain and nail polish

I had a rough night last night. It involved a really bad familiar pain flare that left me feeling like this:

all night. Then, I ate a taco salad after my calories for the day had already been used up. I was having insane cravings. I required salty crunchiness. Augh. That is the second time this week I slipped up. The first time was due to eating too early one day so I ended up eating extra that day cuz my schedule was a mess.

I haven't been exercising much this week either. Pain was creeping up on me and I've spent my days off in bed just trying to prepare for what hit last night. I wanted to do the cardio max dvd but that was not happening because my hips and joints were on fire.

I slept a lot last night, and I woke up feeling quite a bit better. I think I'll be doing c25k today, MAYBE cardio max, depending. I do have a very long day tomorrow and don't want to kill myself the day before it. Yeah, I think c25k will be all I do. and LOTS of pt today. Lots and lots. I need to be able to handle this, I need this job, I love it for one, and I like the feeling of Independence the extra money is going to give me.

I also need to be able to pay for my new nail polish addiction! This is sally Hansen's Cyber with two coats of Byte over top. Cyber is a bright purple and Byte is a sheer hot pink with purple flashes in it. I also have  Express Finish's Timely Turquoise that I layer Hansen's DVD sheer purple/blue over top of and love that too. I highly suggest the HD line, it's amazing! Oh! EDA: Also, I put a coat of sally hansen green tea nad  bampoo nail strengthener over top to 'seal' the color and I'm on day four with NO CHIPPING. :)


  1. I hope you feel better! I hate pain in my body in any form.

    The nail polish is gorgeous!

  2. Glad to hear you are feeling better. I love that color combination you have there!


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