So, I'm having a hard time lately. I'm having weird cravings, I don't know if it's a pms thing or not since my lady parts are wildly unpredictable, but my boobs do seem bigger overnight so maybe it is. But I haven't been tracking and I've been a mess.
This is where having this blog really comes in handy. I feel accountable to my readers, I feel like if I were to stop writing tomorrow and give up on all of this and gain back the near 80 lbs I've lost, I wouldn't only be disappointing myself.
I know there are plenty of you out there who are struggling just like me, and I assume that since that makes the struggle a little less painful for me, that knowing I'm out here struggling maybe makes it a little less painful for you too. None of us would wish obesity on anyone else I think, but, sometimes it feels nice to know that you aren't alone.
I'm still working crazy days. I had an 11 day stretch this time before I had a day off. Before that it was a 14 day stretch. I haven't had more than 1 day off a week (if I'm lucky) in almost three months now. It's getting easier, and once we actually have some groceries it will be easier still.
Soon I'll have two days off a week. It was just a bad day. I'm not even sure why, I did't eat much. I think though I should not have had tortilla chips with my lunch. I shared one basket with a friend, but still I feel horrible about it. I even took half my meal home and had it for dinner, and that along with some chex cereal was all I had today. I feel huge though.
This is where having this blog really comes in handy. I feel accountable to my readers, I feel like if I were to stop writing tomorrow and give up on all of this and gain back the near 80 lbs I've lost, I wouldn't only be disappointing myself.
I know there are plenty of you out there who are struggling just like me, and I assume that since that makes the struggle a little less painful for me, that knowing I'm out here struggling maybe makes it a little less painful for you too. None of us would wish obesity on anyone else I think, but, sometimes it feels nice to know that you aren't alone.
I'm still working crazy days. I had an 11 day stretch this time before I had a day off. Before that it was a 14 day stretch. I haven't had more than 1 day off a week (if I'm lucky) in almost three months now. It's getting easier, and once we actually have some groceries it will be easier still.
Soon I'll have two days off a week. It was just a bad day. I'm not even sure why, I did't eat much. I think though I should not have had tortilla chips with my lunch. I shared one basket with a friend, but still I feel horrible about it. I even took half my meal home and had it for dinner, and that along with some chex cereal was all I had today. I feel huge though.
But it's just a fat day I suppose. We all have them now and again.
I think he's talking about me! ;)
Anyhow, tomorrow is a new day. Hell, right now is a new moment. I just need to brush myself off and get back to sparking. I will be in the two-teens in no time.
How do you cope with fat days? How do you keep them from turning into fat weeks or fat months?
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I've been having a few fat days recently-not in a row, but far too close together for my liking. I had 6 days of eating crap food prepared for me (rather than prepare it myself) and it threw me completely off. Plus bad decisions last night-when she asked curly or straight fries, I should have asked if I could have gotten stir fried veggies or something instead!!!
ReplyDeleteI usually call it my cheat day and start over the next day, soups helped me get back on track earlier this week. Choosing a recipe full of veggies, I think, is good. I've been meaning to try juicing, but I don't have a juicer, nor any idea of how.
Today's been full of eating and it's only 11:20. Blegh. It's also hot and uncomfortable, I need a shower, but I don't want to take one until I do my workout. And I don't want to do my workout yet! *whines* Thanks for listening and I hope that I've helped you!