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There are some things in my life that were once priorities that have been put on the back burner. I feel like due to this medication it's pointless to try and lose since I can't seem to. But that is ridiculous because I need to be healthy whether I'm losing or not. So I need to get on track with the gf/vegan eats and exercise in a big way. (I've eaten dairy some lately and it's ADDICTIVE. No joke.)

 So starting today, gf/vegan all the way. I need groceries, but I'll just eat tons of rice if I must just because I can really FEEL a difference in my body when I eat gluten. It aggravates the living hell out of my fibro, I've been feeling so inflamed lately that even just sitting here has been burning my legs and back.

I need to exercise. I KNOW that it helps my fibro. Like my pain doc says, if you don't use it, you lose it with fibro. It's a vicious cycle. You lay down because you're in pain but in the long run laying around just causes more pain until you're in too much pain to undo what you've done. I can't do that. Getting back to exercise is important for my fibro and my overall health.

I need to do my PT. This one goes without saying, I've fallen behind and now it's winter and I'm suffering for it. I plan to do my stretches 3 times a day and the rolly ball stuff twice a day.

I need more routine in my life. I need to wake up, drink some tea, get a shower, do pt, exercise and clean in the morning every day that I'm not working. I seem to only have routine on the days that I work. Even then it's an imperfect system.

I need more fruits and veggies and I want to start juicing again. We have been having financial troubles lately, but soon those SHOULD be cleared up. So we can afford to buy all kinds of healthy goodies to eat and juice.

I need to get back to the gym. BADLY. I think I'll go next week on my days off to start.

I need to start reading and/or writing at least a little every day and if I'm not doing one I should do the other.

It makes it easier to attain goals for me when I write them down, I suggest it to anyone else who is struggling. I just need this kick in the ass to get me going.

I plan to come back here in two weeks, on December 8th and report back as to how I've done achieving these goals. The accountability will be nice.

Oh, and btw, joey has decided to start sparking again. The added accountability will help me a lot.


  1. I know what you mean when so much needs attention! I also know about addictiveness. I ate non-vegan cookies twice this week, and being emotionally upset is not an excuse.

    It sounds like you've thought this all through very well ~ looking forward to the progress report!

  2. thanks sharing your topic.....


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