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How these 5 lbs love me so....

So I've been losing and regaining and losing the same 5 lbs for about three weeks now. It's getting pretty frustrating, I'm sure many of you have been there. How do I break this obnoxious cycle!?

I had some phantom pms recently and pigged out on chocolate for about a week, augh.

Work is getting easier, I'll be down to one job soon enough, that will make things far far easier. I can cook on my days off and freeze stuff. This needs to be a thing, for sure. I was off yesterday, but it was my first day off in 10 days so I just didn't want to do ANYTHING. Once I am down to one job, I'm going to go back to the gym as well.

I feel pretty blah, down on myself, I need to get moving again. It's getting more difficult, but I got rid of all my 'fatter clothes' so there is no going back. :)

I've relost a few more lbs. A couple more to go till I'm back at ticker weight. Hopefully this time I can keep it down and go a little below that.

This post is a downer, I know. But it can't always be sunshine and roses when you're struggling to lose weight I suppose.

If anyone has any tips for me feel free to pass them on. I know it's a matter of just doing it, but it seems like stuff just keeps getting in the way of my goals.

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Hopefully in a few days I can come back with a better update, my friends! 


  1. You have such a great attitude and are doing amazing. So positive.

  2. I feel your pain, I've been there too for the past four months! Part of mine was emotionally driven, then I had the bulimia relapse, and so I focused on just maintaining and not purging again after the two episodes I had.

    Wish I had some good tips ~ I could have used 'em too! I finally feel ready to start losing again, so it's become more effortless again. I'm down three of the five pounds I gained with two more to go before I'm back where I had been.

    We can both do it!! YAY!!!!

  3. chubby, thanks!

    siuan, I try! ;)

    renee, we'll get there!


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